Life in the Nil Lane

Life is not good.  Even when I try to move forward, take the chance, do all the things to help me succeed.  I’ve ALSO tried to be a leader…I am too much of an ADHD person and have even failed at that too many times.  Then what do I do?  I spend without even thinking.  That is what it’s like to be a failure in life for me.

Yet still people say to me, “You can still succeed!”  IF you want to really do it!”  Guess what?  It DOESN’T happen.  I have changed my career trajectory more times than anyone I know.  And I no longer have that, “I am trying.” person inside me.  I don’t want to care anymore.  It doesn’t always happen.  Don’t always believe that lie.